The little treasures in my life
Posted on February 20, 2008
I treasure them like I would my own babie,
Treasures so precious I smile just looking at them.
Why are you so cute, my precious babies?
Where would my boring life take me without you cuddly treasures?
What would I do without you in my life, precious darlings?
You look so cute and hug-able just sleeping there, honeys.
I want to hug you right now!
So I’ll just log off and get to it, sweethearts!
I love you my sweet treasures…
I love you, Max.
And I love you too, Carat.
My treasures, my cats.
MUAX!!
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Black White Emotions
Posted on February 10, 2008
I feel happy, yet unhappy;
Surrounded by people, yet lonely;
Hungry for more, yet satisfied for less;
Proud, yet small;
Modest, yet naked;
These are the gist of my emotions at this point of time with nothing in between but black white emotions. No more, no less.
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Will Work For Money
Posted on January 20, 2008
What kind of job are you looking for?
Preferably as a part-time promoter, shop helper, super/hypermarket sample promoter, babysitter, hand out surveys, hand out fliers, and etc…
Do you have any prior experience?
Yes but not a lot. I had 2 months experience working as a promoter for Pierre Cardin Women’s Shoes in Metrojaya that used to be in Section 14, PJ. Another part time I did was hand out fliers for Nirmala Tuition Center to high school students.
Other Information?
Prefer to work in the Selangor area. I would prefer to work only on weekends because I have full-time classes during weekdays. And the only available times for that would be during the weekends. Preferably with reasonable pay per hour or per day with commission.
If you want me to advertise about your products or anything in my blog, you can also contact me about that. I will advertise for you for a minimum payout rate of RM15 per ad (this would be blogging about your products). Unless you want to put up advertisements in my blog, the price would vary to the amount of days you would like to place it here.
How do we contact you for more information or to hire you?
If you are interested in hiring me, please comment at the bottom or just contact me using the contact page. If you want to contact me directly without having to go through the contact page, you can email me at :
guardianangie@gmail.com or theundeniablebeauty@gmail.com
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The end of another year
Posted on December 23, 2007
It has been what, almost one year since I’ve started my blogging experience. There were the good times and also the bad times. I admit, it seems that I have been having more bad times than the good times lately. But no matter, a new year opens up a whole new slate.
Not to mention, this is the last Sunday of the year that I will be spending at home. I would be in Hong Kong the coming Sunday 
that’s right, I’ll be spending a week of my holidays in Hong Kong. Will be going off on the 26th of December and back again on the 1st
I hope I get to see loads of fireworks go off on the eve!! I truly love fireworks ^^ and I’ll remember to bring back loads of pictures to share!
Not only that, I’ll be transferring my main blog to :
http://tub-r.com a.k.a Thinking Under Bizarre Reasonings
This blog will become my side blog from now on. The other blog is much cleaner than this This will be the last post for this year in this blog. Have a MERRY Christmas and a HAPPY New Year everyone!!!
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KYAH!!!
Posted on December 7, 2007
I am so uber BORED!!! I need to get out of the house now!!! ~!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!
My exams are coming up soon actually. And my mind is telling me to procrastinate and just go out! And so I am 
I’m gonna be at the PC Fair this Saturday just to look around with my friends as well as to buy a pair of speakers, headphones, and maybe even a webcam for my computer.
Basically, it’s all an excuse but who cares? I’ve been cooped up in my house for so long, I just need to get away. Another reason why I need to get away is because my parents have gotten a contractor to build an expansion for their newest car. So it has been about going 2 weeks now that the house is under constant noise pollution…
I just can’t stand the noise anymore. It’s getting on my nerves!!!!!!! KYAH!!!!! So that’s about it. Will be talking more about the PC Fair when I go lol. And not to mention my exams!!! It’s gonna be a heck of an exam Not only that, I’ll be celebrating New Year’s Eve in Hong Kong!! How exciting!!! I’ll touch more on that later when I have a minute or so 
Ta!
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Growing up
Posted on November 29, 2007
Many people have said that by growing up, you will have to mature. But it can be said that what we go through in life helps us to mature in our own way. I’ve come to understand this. In a way, I’m growing up in more ways than one.
What am I referring to, I wouldn’t know. But I’ve noticed that I’m thinking more maturely than I would like to think…strange isn’t it? I’ve heard people say that they’d want to be more mature but i seem to want the opposite.
Life seems much simpler as a child. But now I’m 20 and 21 isn’t that far off…I can practically feel the boulders on my shoulder pushing me into the ground. Forcing me to accept this reality. The harsh truth of life. That no one can ever stay as a child…
Weird isn’t it? As I say these words, I can feel 2008 just eagerly waiting in a corner. Planning to jump into my arms before I’m ready to accept it…
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Are you lonely?
Posted on November 28, 2007
The Unwanted
composed by Jessica (me)
Trapped against a wall
Without any escape route to be seen
Darkness falls with yet another day passing by.
Another wasted day spent here
The soul’s becoming weaker
The fire of her heart slowly dying.
Shunned by her family and peers
Without a friendly face to aid her
She spend her days in the lonely corner.
Grasping desperately onto the edge of the cliff
She felt her fingers slipped and let go of hope
Falling deep into the never ending bottom never to be seen.
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Sad to say, yes, I admit I’m lonely. Are you lonely? But under what circumstances will you be pressurized to feel the ultimate loneliness? I don’t know that either…sometimes I guess, loneliness will help one reflect upon what they have done so far in life.
Today is one of my loneliest days to date. All I can think about all day was that people don’t like me for my eccentric personality. They see me as a joke and a person to make fun of. I guess I’m not surprised that I’m thinking about these. Who hasn’t.
But surface to say, I should know better than to let it affect me at all! I’m a future psychologist and I should know better than to let my emotions rule me, says my mom to me. But aren’t I only human? Don’t I have at least some rights to act human for once? I guess not…
Well, I guess only you (the readers) and I will ever know my weakness 
but then again, you don’t really know me do you?
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Bloody Fucking Emo!
Posted on November 14, 2007
BEWARE : There are more than ONE profanity in this post. So if you are sensitive to those sort of bullshit, please leave and protect your innocent eyes…
I don’t know why…but today, in the University computer lab…I suddenly burst into tears…and for no reason too! Weird isn’t it? Yeah, I thought it was weird too…
The funny thing is, I should have been bursting with happiness and joy and relief because I just finished re-transcribing the assignment’s transcripts last night until early this morning. What I meant was, I started doing it yesterday night…ALL night. Just because my assignment team wants me to pass it up yesterday afternoon. But of course, I didn’t la since I wasn’t done yet.
So yesterday, I intended to go home after class (6pm) to sleep but coincidentally, it was raining and to make it worse, I forgotten to bring my umbrella. So I called my mom to fetch me but she said she wasn’t home yet, after that I called my brother but he couldn’t fetch me as well because he was in the library down in old town :/ and my last resort, my dad, he was, not surprisingly, still at work as well. So what did I do? I walked home…alone…in the rain…drenched by the time I reached home.
When I reached home, I didn’t immediately bath but instead I went online to try and send the recording (assignment) to another team member. I had to search high and low for an uploading program that would upload the 2.4 MB recording and could be heard. After like 1 hour, I finally found it so I uploaded it and sent to my friend. With that done, I wanted SO BADLY to climb into bed. But again, I didn’t do what I wanted to do…instead, I stayed up to wait for my friend to finish her part of the transcript and send it back to me to check.
The transcript didn’t reach me until around 11.30pm and I STILL haven’t eaten or bath…and I started with the work. Chilled, bone tired, and hungry, I worked into the night and AT LAST! Finished at 6.30am today. I was SO BLOODY FUCKING HAPPY that I finished it ALL at last and went to bed still without bathing.
I know, “ewww” right? Definitely.
What was worse, on MSN, I had to read from my friend about ANOTHER friend’s emo story which I didn’t need. I broke when suddenly out of the blue, she told me that THAT friend ORDERED me to PRINT the assignment…FUCKING BITCH! I haven’t even finished and she’s ordering me about?! Who does she fucking think she is?! Just because she’s in an emotional break down because her fucking bastard of a BOYfriend (he’s not considered a MAN, his personality resembles a boy already bored with his new toy and moving on to a new toy) ignored her during his birthday party.
All I can say is “Wake the FUCKING up, GIRL!! You’re WAY better than he deserves!!! So stop being a fucking drama queen!!!”
So now, I’ve printed out the transcript, I then had that emotional break down…the thing is…it’s NOT a emotional thing. I just cried for no reason. So I had to run off and isolate myself to cry alone. Well…that’s all…I’m off now.
Why was I crying? I have no idea why, maybe you can tell me :s mungkinlah…dengan menangis, saya telahpun mengeluarkan nafsu-nafsu yang terpedam dalam did ku ini…sama jugalah dengan memblogkan emosi saya dalam blog ni hari ini.
Peace.
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Tra la la la la~!
Posted on November 9, 2007
Dang! I drifted off again. I have promised myself to blog every 2 days or so but my head have been in the clouds :/
Anyway, I actually wanted to post about these cute wittle tykes that I drew the other day. It’s so totally cute and evil hahahaha but I’d need to wait for my dad to come back from Australia to do that. Why? Cause he is holding the camera hostage, that’s why!
So what else is new? Nothing really. Except that I have been babysitting my aunt’s wittle baby for like 2 days. I’m getting paid by the hour hahahaha. So let’s see…
RM10 x 48 hours = RM480!!!
I’m stinking, filthy rich!! Now gotta just save that money. I’m hoping to still get the laptop I REALLY REALLY want!!! So yeah that’s about it. I know, boring isn’t it? Well too bad you read that boring narration then cause it IS about ME you know…this blog IS me!
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A new course of action…
Posted on October 26, 2007
Yes, you saw the title right. Nothing is wrong with your eyes if you see the title “A new course of action”. And I seriously meant it.
Something different is about to grace The Undeniable Beauty - Revamped. Something big…something different…something that may be what it does not seem to be but it is what it is…
I’m babbling here but please, bare with me everybody.
What is this that I just mentioned? Well, if you really want to know…
Just tune in to my next blog post if you’re THAT curious HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
What? Suspension is sometime a good thing. It challenges your mind to find out what the mystery is. It’s also a good way to spend your time. Thinking what’s so great about my next post
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