Re-emergence to the Blogosphere

Posted on April 26, 2007

As you can see, this blog is starting at 0 posts again. It’s not a very enlightening thing for in fact, it’s just VERY frustrating indeed…I have gone through many kinds of emotions throughout the period of time when my blog died and gone off to heaven…and it’s very painful and eye-opening indeed…I would have never thought that I’d be able to experience THESE many emotions all at once in my whole life…what are these so-called “multiple recurring” emotions, you ask?

Well, I have no idea how many there are but there are a lot of them:

Anger
Anxiety
Boredom
Disbelief
Disgust
Exasperation
Frustration
Paranoia
Pessimism
Regret
Shock
Stress
Suicidal
Worry

Yes, I did mention that there were a lot of them that I have been feeling…You DO know what this means, right? No? Well, let me just summarize for you.

I’ve lost a blog, it just happened to have died and I was helpless to do anything to recover it. Nothing was working, I shouldn’t have been worrying over it so much because I was having my exams, but somehow they don’t matter because my blog isn’t there anymore. Life just seems useless without my blog there…

Now you see it? Still don’t? Ohmuhgah…you’re daft, truly you are!! Fine, I shall just have to say it out then’this scenario just goes to show that I am “Blog Addicted“. There’s just no other explanation for it…and now, I’m done for…if this blog dies again…my spirit would too…sounds dumb, right? Yea, I thought so too…oh gawd…this is so screwed up T-T why the hell did I involve myself in this blogging thing D: it’s seriously my weaknessâ€¦

Bah!! I was suppose to welcome all of you back to this blog and be a happy-go-lucky person again but then again, that wouldn’t be me…I got this blog to express myself more and to be a person I really want to be in the real world. Confidant. Confidant enough to want to express and to be the aggressive person that I am on the inside. Oh well, if you think I suck and should follow social norms, then you have definitely came to the WRONG blog. So turn around now and just leave. And if you don’t feel like leaving, then by all means, flame me and I’ll flame you back. Easy as that.

You are in MY blog now. Behave or beware.

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