Missing You…
Posted on May 14, 2007
Sitting by the computer, hoping you would come online…
Hoping beyond hope that you would at least come on for a few seconds to tell me you’re safe…
How’s the weather there? What are you doing? Is the conditions bad? Are you involved? Are you alive…?
Oh how I wish you would just come online just for a second to relieve my mind…the mind that sees a unpredictable future…a future so dense that causes tears to come…
Why are they so cruel to take you away when we just came together? Although for a month…it seems like forever these two days…
Do the other guys pick on you? Do you grieve at the sight of your injured fellow men? Are you thinking of me each night you go to bed? Are you keeping your promise to me to stay safe…are you?
Life seems so dull when you are gone. I pray, and pray, and pray that you would come home safely by the end of your temporary 30 days in the army…I just want you back…
If you didn’t have to go to jail if you failed to do service to your nation, I would never have let you leave…I would have kept you back here with me and never let you go…
Tick tock goes the clock as time passes slowly…it seems like a lifetime before the second hand moved a notch…gawd…how am I to survive these crawling seconds for 30 days?!
It torture when I sleep at night or in the morning for I fear your safety like I do my life. I fear that grenades, C6, tanks and whatever hazardous coming your way. You may be guarding the border, but it’s still a dangerous job…I truly miss you…come back safe, my love.
As I write this, tears have came rushing down my cheeks. Oh the sorrow in my heart. I fear that it’s breaking in two. I try to reassure myself that you’d do ANYTHING to keep that promise, to come back to me, to want me bad enough to live…I hope I’m right for if I’m not, I fear I would never recover…
Oh my love, what dangerous mission are you on now? Please keep yourself safe for my sake. I’ll pray for your safety with my whole being, I’d even die for you…just come back safe…I love you…
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