Uh oh again…
Posted on August 9, 2007
Oh dear, oh dear…trouble is spewing forth again…
My ex of three months has just broken up with his now-ex-girlfriend and his on the down low again.
We’ve also started talking again recently.
He asked me the rhetorical question on “If I were to move there, would you be my girlfriend again?”
I replied with a “I ono, maybe…”
He’s started to call me on my phone now.
Fond of him? I am.
Ready to plunge in? Not really.
Ready for a new relationship? Yes.
With him? Not really.
Want to be with someone you can touch and be face to face with? Yes.
Could that be him? No, since he is in the U.S.
So why are you pondering? Because I am fond of him.
As a friend? Yes.
As a ex-girlfriend? Yes.
As a potential girlfriend again? Not really.
Do you think you could really be in a relationship with him again? I don’t know.
What is your heart saying? That I shouldn’t be doing this and find someone closer to me.
Is that what you want? Yes.
Any potential victim? No.
Will there be one? Not yet.
When will there be one? Perhaps when theres someone who can look past the me on the outside and love the me on the inside…sick and twisted.
Well then, don’t you think you’ve already decided? Yes.
Then why are you even thinking about all these questions? I wonder that myself…perhaps deep down, I’m rooting for this brewing trouble.
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Oh gee, I wonder who your refering to, xD ._. Definately a confidence killer. o.o To clear up the rhetorical-nes of my question, it was more like a hidden statement. If you’ll be with me then I will come. Thought if I read that right and you already have someone in mind whose close to you.. then go for it. I cant come until I finish school. And it would be selfish of me to ask you to wait.
It wasn’t meant to be a confidence killer, Shawn, it’s just what was lodged in my mind and I needed to vent it out here where I always do my venting. And as for having someone in mind, maybe I do, maybe I don’t but you wouldn’t know that cause I don’t either.
Anyways, thanks for being so understanding of my predicament.
Hope you feel better If you even remember me xD which I doubt ._. andways, sorry your life isn’t going the way you’d like (no sarcasim ) (or there ) ( I can’t say no sarcasm without it sounding like sarcasm so it’s hard -_-) (but really, no sarcasm, Sorry if I wasted your time ._.)
And sorreh bout’ the spelling…. ._.