Are you lonely?

Posted on November 28, 2007

The Unwanted
composed by Jessica (me)

Trapped against a wall
Without any escape route to be seen
Darkness falls with yet another day passing by.

Another wasted day spent here
The soul’s becoming weaker
The fire of her heart slowly dying.

Shunned by her family and peers
Without a friendly face to aid her
She spend her days in the lonely corner.

Grasping desperately onto the edge of the cliff
She felt her fingers slipped and let go of hope
Falling deep into the never ending bottom never to be seen.

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Sad to say, yes, I admit I’m lonely. Are you lonely? But under what circumstances will you be pressurized to feel the ultimate loneliness? I don’t know that either…sometimes I guess, loneliness will help one reflect upon what they have done so far in life.

Today is one of my loneliest days to date. All I can think about all day was that people don’t like me for my eccentric personality. They see me as a joke and a person to make fun of. I guess I’m not surprised that I’m thinking about these. Who hasn’t.

But surface to say, I should know better than to let it affect me at all! I’m a future psychologist and I should know better than to let my emotions rule me, says my mom to me. But aren’t I only human? Don’t I have at least some rights to act human for once? I guess not…

Well, I guess only you (the readers) and I will ever know my weakness but then again, you don’t really know me do you?