Not to mention, this is the last Sunday of the year that I will be spending at home. I would be in Hong Kong the coming Sunday that’s right, I’ll be spending a week of my holidays in Hong Kong. Will be going off on the 26th of December and back again on the 1st

I hope I get to see loads of fireworks go off on the eve!! I truly love fireworks ^^ and I’ll remember to bring back loads of pictures to share!

Not only that, I’ll be transferring my main blog to :

http://tub-r.com a.k.a Thinking Under Bizarre Reasonings

This blog will become my side blog from now on. The other blog is much cleaner than this This will be the last post for this year in this blog. Have a MERRY Christmas and a HAPPY New Year everyone!!!

Hmm let’s see now, this month was the month of hellish turds exams, had my finals and passed all of them, apparently, except for a D in Research (always hated that subject). But I’m glad that’s over with. Even had my hair cut to looking like erm…a Pomelo, or a Pomegranate, so insisted Bell. But I’ve got to say, it’s truly convenient to have short hair >_^V

About 9 days ago, my dad went off to Europe, going to Monte Carlo, Italy, Nice and so many other places while the whole family is left behind Can’t blame the poor guy really, he went there on business -sighs-. While he was there, we (the ones left behind) celebrated my brother’s 19th birthday on the 25th, this day also coincides with Joanne and Mark’s 1-month anniversary of “dating”. I can’t say that I’m enthusiastic about their being together, but hey, that isn’t my business if they get together or not, right? I’m just a bystander after all. I would love to elaborate more on this relationship, but I would refrain from doing so or risk the wrath of a woman-in-love.

So anyways, while my dad was working-enjoying life in Europe, we’ve been receiving many house calls in that 9 days from my dad’s shoe-shiners colleagues. And because Mooncake festival falls on this very month, we’ve been bombarded daily with boxes and boxes of Mooncake =x= needless to say, I absolutely can’t stand eating Mooncakes…they are somewhat thick and icky to my tastes. So what happens? The gifts have been piling itself in the kitchen, the side tables were brimming with Mooncakes, even my family is bored from eating them…however, I can’t really complain. Why not? Well, the thing is >_> these Mooncakes come in such beautiful packaging…so we, my mom, sis, and myself, had taken the responsibility of looting the boxes for ourselves and depositing the naked Mooncakes into the fridge.

So now, the fridge is packed and the side table is usable again. Imagine Chinese New Year, isn’t that the season for Cantonese oranges? You usually stack them up in the fridge no? Well, a whole box will fill up the fridge in my house. What I’m really trying to say is that, that box of oranges is equivalent to the horrifying amount of Mooncakes we got =x=|| the HORROR indeed!!

My dad actually came back today… -looks at the time- …yesterday evening. And what would you know, I have always wanted to say these at least once.

“My dad went to Europe, and all I got was these lousy shirts!”

And indeed, I got to say them today Yup, my dad came home bearing gifts…my sis got 2 baby T’s, and a spaghetti strap shirt.

Dad : “Go and try, see if it fits.” What if it doesn’t…?

-After a while…-

Sis : “Yay can wear! Thanks!”

Dad : “Nice, right?! Wear already so sexy ”

Me : “Hahahaha, you know, other people’s parents wouldn’t be saying that.”

Dad : “See, your papa so nice, buy sexy clothes for you all.” All or for Yen (sis)…?

Needless to say, I got the BIG sized shirts…well, I don’t really mind though, because of my body size, it’s truly hard for my parents to buy clothes for me when I’m not around to try it on. In fact, these clothes? They’re like pajamas to me. Not wanting to reject the clothes my dad bought for me, I accepted them, as usual. -Sigh- NEED TO GO ON EXTREME DIET SOON!!!

Other than those expensive clothes (they all cost more than 55 Euros…no, it’s not cheap, you have to convert them, meaning you have to multiply it by 5…) we all just chatted and laughed. I really missed my dad while he was in Europe, I just might have the Electra complex hahahaha Did I mention that it’s semester break now? Well it is ^^

One last thing before I go off, I’ve been searching for a part time job…weekends only though so that when semester break is over, I would still be able to work I need a job really bad why? Because lately, a few days ago actually, my comp started protesting and making really squeaky sounds as well as it sounded like it was about to have a meltdown and blow up in my face o_o!!! So yeah, “will work for a new computer!!” Anybody know of a weekend job, keep me posted yea? Keep in mind that it has to be in the Selangor region. Thanks!

Well then, that’s just about all that has been going on. And to everyone who were concerned about my own personal meltdowns here, here, here, and here. I’m not sorry for my emotional breakdown, but I AM sorry for worrying all of you. It was just a phase I was and had to go through to be able to be me again, or better yet, a better me. So, gomen nasai, miina-san…(I’m sorry everybody…)

And it’s yet another end of the month, I wish you all happy Mooncake Festival and have a good month next month. Also, the layout has been changed as well to bring in a good chi to this blog and a whole new start of October. A new month, a new series of bloggings, and a new resolution is DOING the right thing! As well as LOOSE weight!!. Night all ^^!!

Pirates of the Caribbean…two words…Twisted Storyline!!

June is upon us, time to give some well wishes!!

Happy Birthday to :

June 1st => Woan Ling, Wei Ting

June 2nd => Kevin

June 3th => Ziet Shuang

June 4th => Topeza

June 5th => Pui Mun, Wei Yee

June 6th => Yuk Kei

Happy 20th & 21st you all, may this year be yet another awesome year for you guys!! Love y’all!! -Muaxs!!-

Well, since I only ranted my heart out in my first entry, I shall now do another intro on this blog of mine. Yea, I know, I shouldn’t be doing so many intros and re-intros and re-re-intros but hey, it’s my blog, I do what I want, eh? Ok let’s see…where do I begin…oh yea!!! Let’s start from the very top, kay? Okay

History

Yes, let’s begin here. I’m sorry, but you’ll be bored to death. So skip this part if you want, I don’t mind. I just want to reminiscence the past a while. So let me be, aight? Now where was I…oh yea!!!

Once upon a time…How did “The Undeniable Beauty“ came to be? Well, it only came to be after I couldn’t stand the fact that my first ever blog was crap. I can’t seem to remember the first blog I had but there was nothing original inside. It was just a blog, a blog that I didn’t want and was rejected by me. All I had inside were stuff I plucked from websites from all over. Yes, I took other people’s work and just placed em in that blog. Pathetic aren’t I?

After a week or so, it got neglected so much so that I just left it there to rot and went on with my life. I didn’t care to blog anymore. It was just a waste of my time if I had to steal from people to make mine seem interesting. It just wasn’t…well, it just wasn’t me. So life went on and blogging never came to mind again until last year.

Last year, on the 27^th of December, my blog was revived but using a different alias, “Undeniable Beauty“. At that point of time, I decided that stealing other’s work and making it as mine isn’t worth it and nor was it rewarding at all and decided I need to be ME and not THEM. So I came up with the name “Undeniable Beauty“ to remind me that I am beautiful on the inside when I am truthful to myself and not be other people out there. Coming up with the name gave me a boost of confidence. It was just exhilarating and the joy just bubbled up into my throat when I started to post articles. Posting articles that were to me, important periods of my life. My every being was poured into them…I loved it!!

Later, not sure why, I went into Wordpress Blogging by importing all my previous blogs into the new one at [The Undeniable Beauty] and then started blogging la. Then for a few months, I was content until the green monster in me came out and wanted to have my own stuffs too and so I decided to branch out and that’s how [The Undeniable Beauty - Revamped] came to be. And the rest, like they say, was history.

Blog Add Ons

Ok, ok, I know all of you are practically bored out of your mind but please refrain from sleeping for a wee while longer, please? So I have added lots of functions into my blog, Hopefully my blog won’t die again or I’ll pull the my hair out of my scalp D:!!! I seriously mean it!!!

Ok, now, what do I have here in my blog of goodies~

• MyBlogLog
• Technorati
• ShoutBox
• Post Rankings
• Countdown Widget
• and etc

Eh, sorry la, I can’t remember all the other widgets but then again, it’s like 2.38am wokay? Mmm what else? Eh…exhausting my brain about what to type here before I go off to sleep XD furthermore, I have loads of MSN PMs at the moment so I’m having my brain on and off between conversations and typing here. Potong steam you know!!! Aiseh…

Blog Navigation

Home : This is the where you go back to the MAIN part of the blog.

About : This is where to read more about ME.

Archives : This is where you can find my whole blog collection of articles.

Disclaimer : This is where you read the “Terms and Conditions” of my blog.

Well, that’s all I can think off to explain my blog for now. And it’s late, gotta study some more then head off to bed, I’m serious. Tomorrow…errr…I mean, today, is my Social Psychology paper and it’s at 2.30pm so I can study late and sleep later around 6am and wake up around 12pm to get ready for the exams.

So now I’m off, good night morning everyone~

Well, I have no idea how many there are but there are a lot of them:

• Anger
• Anxiety
• Boredom
• Disbelief
• Disgust
• Exasperation
• Frustration
• Paranoia
• Pessimism
• Regret
• Shock
• Stress
• Suicidal
• Worry

Yes, I did mention that there were a lot of them that I have been feeling…You DO know what this means, right? No? Well, let me just summarize for you.

I’ve lost a blog, it just happened to have died and I was helpless to do anything to recover it. Nothing was working, I shouldn’t have been worrying over it so much because I was having my exams, but somehow they don’t matter because my blog isn’t there anymore. Life just seems useless without my blog there…

Now you see it? Still don’t? Ohmuhgah…you’re daft, truly you are!! Fine, I shall just have to say it out then’this scenario just goes to show that I am “Blog Addicted“. There’s just no other explanation for it…and now, I’m done for…if this blog dies again…my spirit would too…sounds dumb, right? Yea, I thought so too…oh gawd…this is so screwed up T-T why the hell did I involve myself in this blogging thing D: it’s seriously my weakness…

Bah!! I was suppose to welcome all of you back to this blog and be a happy-go-lucky person again but then again, that wouldn’t be me…I got this blog to express myself more and to be a person I really want to be in the real world. Confidant. Confidant enough to want to express and to be the aggressive person that I am on the inside. Oh well, if you think I suck and should follow social norms, then you have definitely came to the WRONG blog. So turn around now and just leave. And if you don’t feel like leaving, then by all means, flame me and I’ll flame you back. Easy as that.

You are in MY blog now. Behave or beware.