Language and Immature Kids
Posted on May 1, 2007
Some people especially kids in the present have no common sense!!! Knowing that other people don’t speak the same language as they do, they would purposely speak in another language to mock those who don’t understand and jeer at them, laughing and pointing. Not even bothering to HIDE their mockery towards that person by blatantly staring and sprouting out the mockee’s name out loud.
I mean, seriously, does no one have any care for polite society anymore?! Aren’t we all HUMANS and of FLESH and BLOOD with two eyes, two ears, a nose, a mouth and whatever a HUMAN has? Yes, when it comes down to it, we’re ALL humans!!! No matter the race, the language, traditions, colors or country. We’re all the SAME gawdamnit!!!
So what if some people got something better than others? So what if life treats him better than you? So what if you can’t get whatever you want? SO WHAT?!?! You could at least be POLITE about it!! Besides, this is what we call LIFE!!!
If you can’t even be polite enough to speak and mock someone in a language they understand, don’t you think you’re just a piece of filth? Not worth living in a world of HUMANS!! You’re not even an ANIMAL, you’re NOTHING!! Animals are too good for you, you piece of filth!! At least have the pride to say it out loud to them in a language they know! But then again, such filth like you who knows English but a COWARD to tell people directly in ENGLISH are not worth it.
Unlike you, I am mocking you with the INTERNATIONAL language, ENGLISH. Something ALL of us UNDERSTANDS. I could have used Malay or Chinese to mock you and to call you filth in other languages but NO, I will not STOOP to that level!! However, I am not so HIGH in the society level to stop myself from mocking all of you.
My rant is over. All I can say now is, I USED to know you but now, you’re just filth under my shoes irritating me to no ends. And I am not in a good mood now cause I haven’t been sleeping and eating right. Goodnight then Yubi, Damien and Maria. I hope you won’t stain your filth here. But then again, I welcome it <3!!
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Trainees Contracted With Conjunctivitis
Posted on April 30, 2007
I knew that it would have appeared sooner or later!! I KNEW IT!!!
Monday April 30, 2007
92 NS trainees quarantined at camp
MALACCA: Ninety-two trainees are quarantined at the Putra-Putri national service camp in Taboh Naning, Alor Gajah, due to conjunctivitis.
Seventy other affected trainees there have recovered from the infection, state health and medical services director Dr Noraini Baba said, adding that a total of 162 trainees had contracted the eye disease.
“It started when two of the trainees went back home for holidays and came back with the infection. Conjunctivitis is very contagious,” she told reporters after attending the 1st Asean Optometric Conference held at a hotel here yesterday.
The outbreak was detected on April 20.
At the conference being attended by 150 optometrists from various countries, Chief Minister Datuk Seri Mohd Ali Rustam said it was important for the public to be taught how to prevent the spread of diseases.
In his speech read out by state Health, Human Resources and Consumer Affairs Committee chairman Datuk Seah Kwi Tong, he said the conference was significant, as it would help achieve the aim.
“The role of optometrists is very critical,” he added.
During the event, Malaysian Optometrists Association president Chung Kah Meng launched the Malaysian Academy of Optometry.
News article taken from The Star Online.
PLEASE!! DON’T tell me that this is JUST a coincidence!! I’ve already foresaw this happening SOONER or LATER and indeed, it has came out on the newspaper regarding Conjunctivitis. Why do I say this?
It wasn’t long ago when I had the Conjunctivitis TOO!! However, I stayed at home and therefore could not have spread it to ANYONE. My sister however, the WHOLE cause of the problem had infected the whole world with it 
Remember how I said she and her friends thought this was funny? It’s not so funny now is it? People are still getting infected when we have all healed up here.
However, since they did not mention WHO from WHERE brought it into camp, I owe it to my sister the benefit of a doubt and not mock laugh point a finger at her and fall down laughing chastise her for this. However people, PLEASE remember to not directly TOUCH your fingers, hand, arm, anything at all to your naked eye!! If you are not careful, you will get it too!!!
My sister hasn’t read this on the newspaper yet but I bet that when she does, she’d be laughing her head off and going “FUNNY what!!!!” -.-” yes, she has some kind of sick humor and I’ve lived with it for the past 15 years! And if any of you find that my sister’s humor is offending you, I apologize for her because she is still a youngling and has yet to mature.
Anyways, if you would like to read past articles of this, please refer to these links to my previous blog.
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Life Span Development Exam
Posted on April 30, 2007
Took this exam on the 25th of April 2007, just a day after my Communicative English exam. -Sighs- I really don’t like this exam. Cause there’s like…21 chapters all in all from infancy to death and yes, death took FOREVER to come!!! When we thought it would never come, it came.
On this very day, my exam is suppose to start at 2pm in the afternoon. And as usual, I got up late la don’t really know why I’m so sleepy nowadays, this is especially true when it comes to to my exams 
I bet my body just shuts down knowing I’m having exams D: BAD BODY!! OBEY I tell you, OBEY!!!!
I wished I was like Donald Trump, that way, when my body doesn’t obey, I could go “You’re FIRED!” And then I can walk away feeling like a million bucks richer. But I’m not and exams suck!!
So anyhow, again, I had to rush ALL OVER to go to the exam hall. But before that, I wanted to see the dead frog I saw the day before but due to time management, I didn’t cause I hopped onto a taxi to rush to University for my exam 
and it costs me like, RM2.70 to reach there. Meaning the WHOLE journey was RM0.70!!!! (This is due to the fact that we started out with RM2.00)
So, reach there liao, my mind, being as disobedient as my body, my mind HAD to go blank and make me panic LAST MINUTE about my exams!!! -.-” WHAT a reluctant body and mind!!! Giler sial!!
So like that la, I went into the University with a blank head and panicking and not to mention, my slaves friends haven’t seen my new hair yet so also felt anxious la at what their reaction to me will be and you know what? I wasn’t disappointed XD when I went there, I saw Joanne sitting at a corner of the foyer of the University. So I went up to her la, someone had to call her for me cause I couldn’t reach her.
When the person called her and pointed to me, she looked up at me a few seconds then look back at her notes again then after a second of realization, she looked back up at me SHOCKED!!! XD It was a moment to TREASURE, I tell you!!! When she got over her shock, she pointed me out to Li Rou who looked just as shocked!! Was so damn funny man!! And what killed the moment was, Joanne started saying “How come you look so cute wan today?” WEI!!! I am NOT cute WOKAY!! I’m EBIL!!! I’m NOT suppose to portray CUTE!!! I don’t DO cute!!!! >_<!!!!
So after the initial shock wearing off, we all start to head into the exam hall. Nothing particular there except for me panicking like hell cause I couldn’t remember a single thing so I crapped like hell. Geng right?!?! RIGHT!!! I just hope the results don’t come out like yat pek si (a piece of shit) like that !!! After the exam, time to go home la. I kinda rushed off without waiting for anyone due to my haste in catching up to the dead frog…>_> I know, I’m weird…
Walking towards the main road, JS caught up to me so I slowed down and we chatted, mostly about my hair, but yea, we chatted lol. She even offered me a ride home from University in her car which I said no to cause I WANTED to see the DEAD FROG!!!! And then I left her at her car and went on towards my goal of looking at the dead frog again. But NO!! I was stopped halfway when Li Rou came horning behind me with her car and told me to “Shang che (Get in the car)”. I pondered whether to walk or get tempted to be lazy and guess which I chose? To be lazy of course! Besides, it’s FREE!! Being a typical Malaysian that I am, I can’t let a SECOND chance roll by me, eh?
But the bad side to it was, I didn’t get to see the dead frog T-T I bet it got swept away and dumped somewhere in the world of dump!! D: -Sighs!!!- And as usual la, I reached home and slumped right into bed as soon as I stepped into my room…
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Again, A BIG Thank You To…
Posted on April 29, 2007
Okay, you all know that my blog exploded by itself a few days ago and in there I thanked my friend, [Chrix], right? Well, today, I’m going to thank him AGAIN!!! Yes!! I’m SERIOUS!! He’s been a good friend to me and have helped me through A LOT!!! Even the latest incident, without him, I would have NEVER pull through AT ALL!!!
I’d still be fuming mad and moody with things and people around me and on the net…yes, I have a VERY nasty temper. In other words, I have anger issues…I get angry easily. So yea, without him being PATIENT with whatever I said and do, I was able to continue blogging again.
I am ETERNALLY grateful to you [Chrix]!!!! And I can’t seem to stop portraying my gratitude to you. If ever, and I mean, EVER!!! You need anything that is WITHIN my power, I’d do it for you. And yes, I meant that too x3
Oh yea, if any of you out there fancies a game of Ragnarok Online and a private server one at that, you can go to [Chrix]’s site and check it out. And yes, I knew him from playing RO, the private server version
Thanks again, [Chrix]!!!!
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Communicative English Exam
Posted on April 29, 2007
So last Tuesday (24th April 2007) was my Communicative English paper. And it’s not suppose to be one of my subjects this semester actually. But this paper is a REPEAT paper. Yea, you got that right!! I’m a FAILURE in the English language T______T!!! Nah, I’m just taking you for a ride~ actually, I wasn’t able to take the exam last semester. And it was because I saw the date wrongly. The date I assumed was correct was actually the wrong one and it’s AFTER the real exam. So I couldn’t have taken the exam at all…
So anyways, back to the exam day, the exam was to start at 9am sharp and I HAD to wake up as 7am to prepare if I didn’t want to be late. So I told my maid to wake me up at that time so that I would be able to wake up in time for the exam if something were to happen to my hand phone cum alarm clock. But the next day, apparently my maid forgot about having to wake me up until I was out the door of my house. But no, I didn’t get up at 7am in the morning. At that time I was still very much asleep lol and only woke up around 8.15am.
So rush I did. I woke up, did my business, bath, brushed teeth, combed my overly short hair, packed my stationaries, filled up my water bottle, made sure I had my exam slip and my ID with me and THEN I was out the door sprinting towards my University. Going there was the easy part actually because my house is on a hill so going downhill towards University was easy. And I arrived there JUST in the nick of time.
And when I went into the exam hall to take the exam, unsure of where a REPEAT student like should be sitting, I asked the invigilator as to where am I, a REPEAT student, suppose to sit. She looked at me blankly and told me to sit anywhere. And when I told her again that I was a REPEAT student, bleh, lemme just make this into a conversation format so you can better comprehend the situation.
Me : “Hi, I’m repeating this subject…where am I suppose to sit?”
Invigilator #1 : “Sit anywhere.”
Me : -Pauses- “I thought repeat students have a specific place they have to sit in?”
Invigilator #1 : -Looks fed up- “What course are you in?”
Me : “Psychology”
Invigilator #1 : -Gestures to the left hand side of the exam hall- “Then sit anywhere at this side of the room.” -Moves away and ignores me-
Me : -Looks confused and quirks an eyebrow- “Oooookay?” -Takes a seat at table 13-
Half hour into the exam, lo and behold, another invigilator came up to me and “REQUESTED” that I moved to the CORRECT place that I’m supposed to sit in.
Invigilator #2 : “Are you repeating this exam?”
Me : “Yea.”
Invigilator #2 : “Then you’re not suppose to sit here. You’re suppose to be at seat 115.”
Me : “But that lady over there…” -Points- “…told me I can sit anywhere.”
Invigilator #2 : -Looks puzzled- “Well, you can’t. Move your things and follow me.”
Me : -Gives the eyebrow- “Erm ooookay…” -Moves-
Talk about clueless invigilators -rolls eyes- and then, the worst thing about seat 115 is that some girl apparently have BAD body odor!!! Why did I say a “girl“? Well, cause everyone surrounding me were GIRLS!!! And the stench of the armpit odor is OVERWHELMING!!! OMG!! I couldn’t even concentrate on what I wrote thanks to the stench. I bet she has either NO FRIENDS or people were too polite to tell it to her face. If it were me, I’d have piled upon her fragrant deodorants for her birthdays 
I know, I’m bad and I suck, LIVE WITH IT!!
And then, the exams were over…the invigilators then starts collecting answer sheets and passing it to the current head invigilator for this exam and tallied the amount. This whole process took about half an hour to be done with. And then we were allowed to leave. Relieved, I went to my bag outside the hall, stuffed my stationaries and question paper inside and dashed home.
On the way home, I saw a dead frog lying on the road. “Fascinating!!!” I thought and stopped to stare at the glorious sight of death. The frog was lying on it’s back, you can see it’s insides showing like someone cut it open and decided not to continue with the process…it’s a well preserved dead frog if I may say so myself. Non of it’s guts were spewed all over the road and it was by the side of the junction so it wasn’t and couldn’t be squashed by passing cars.
Dead frog found on my way back
A close up of the dead frog on the road. Gross isn’t it? Yet so well done…
However, while admiring the beauty of death, a bunch of girls, gossiping, came walking by, and due to their ignorance, 2 out of four of them trampled onto the dead frog and didn’t even bother looking down!! I wonder at the thickness of the soles of their shoes…one was even wearing heels o.o” truly, I am totally amazed as to how they were unable to feel it being squashed under their feet!!!
But before they even trampled on it, they were looking at me weirdly like I was a freak of nature. I can’t really blame them, who goes around admiring dead frogs and taking pictures of it, hmm? Why, me of course and besides, death is a natural thing, if there was no death, the Earth would have fell off the solar system due to massive overweight now, wouldn’t it? Besides, I’m EMBRACING death for it’s better to EMBRACE it than to SHUN it.
After taking pictures and admiring enough, I walked up the hill back to my house and just dived into bed to sleep…ahhh~ heaven~ and THAT, was how I ended my first day of exams. More on my exams to come soon~
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My New Hair
Posted on April 28, 2007
Ok, so what happened was, I went to get a trim the other day. And so I went to the family saloon and got the family barber to cut my hair. What I told her was, I wanted to cut my hair to just my shoulder and my fringe trimmed. So she says “Ok, ok!”
But the woman, as evil as always, went and cut MORE than was necessary!!! Butchered my hair more like…aaaaaaaaanyways, I took off my specs so it doesn’t get in the way of the hair cutting process and at first, I didn’t notice anything but after a while I felt a breeze going through my neck and I was like, “Why is my neck feeling cold?” and squinted into the mirror and what do I see? A stranger boy like head in front of me…
I had to touch the mirror cause I couldn’t see and I thought maybe that it’s a window and not a mirror but I was DISAPPOINTED!!! It was INDEED a mirror and NOT a window!!!!
Alamak…I thought, “Why so short already she still don’t wanna stop?!?!” and “My HAAAAAAAAAAAAAIR T-T” But I could see her going from left to right. Left looks shorter than the right, CUT!!! Then the right side pulak look shorter so CUT again!!! It was a NEVER ENDING nightmare!!!! So now, I look TOTALLY different from how I looked BEFORE i had it D: “Oh hair, oh hair, how I missed you so~”
Wait till you see my BEFORE and AFTER pictures D: it’s so DIFFERENT!!!
 
This was how I looked BEFORE the Operation “Let’s-Butcher-Jess’s-Hair“
This is AFTER the Operation “Let’s-Make-Jess-Look-Like-A-Coconut-Head“
So damn different, right?!?!? I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw myself in the mirror!!! Hello!!! That’s me when I was young!!! And it doesn’t look good at ALL!!!! When I was a kid, it looks WAY better. Why? Cause I wasn’t FAT that’s WHY!! Wanna see?
That’s me when I was but a baby
And if you imagine that I didn’t have my hair tied up, it’ll look just about the same, yea? I thought so…well now you can see the difference in both the pictures…ohmuhgah T-T I’m so NOT going to go for another haircut again for at a year!!! Yes, I know, easier said than done. But know what? I won’t be going to the same stylist again…EVER!!!
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Blog URL
Posted on April 27, 2007
Okay, please keep in mind that the blog URL is “http://jess.tub-r.com” and not the “http://tub-r.com” so if you were to have the SECOND link in your blogroll, please change it to the FIRST one.
Now that I have reminded all of you of the link, I shall feel happy and drag myself off to bed now. Good night morning to all~ Toodloos~
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My “Oh-So-New” Sanctuary
Posted on April 27, 2007
Well, since I only ranted my heart out in my first entry, I shall now do another intro on this blog of mine. Yea, I know, I shouldn’t be doing so many intros and re-intros and re-re-intros but hey, it’s my blog, I do what I want, eh? Ok let’s see…where do I begin…oh yea!!! Let’s start from the very top, kay? Okay 
History
Yes, let’s begin here. I’m sorry, but you’ll be bored to death. So skip this part if you want, I don’t mind. I just want to reminiscence the past a while. So let me be, aight? Now where was I…oh yea!!!
Once upon a time…How did “The Undeniable Beauty“ came to be? Well, it only came to be after I couldn’t stand the fact that my first ever blog was crap. I can’t seem to remember the first blog I had but there was nothing original inside. It was just a blog, a blog that I didn’t want and was rejected by me. All I had inside were stuff I plucked from websites from all over. Yes, I took other people’s work and just placed em in that blog. Pathetic aren’t I?
After a week or so, it got neglected so much so that I just left it there to rot and went on with my life. I didn’t care to blog anymore. It was just a waste of my time if I had to steal from people to make mine seem interesting. It just wasn’t…well, it just wasn’t me. So life went on and blogging never came to mind again until last year.
Last year, on the 27th of December, my blog was revived but using a different alias, “Undeniable Beauty“. At that point of time, I decided that stealing other’s work and making it as mine isn’t worth it and nor was it rewarding at all and decided I need to be ME and not THEM. So I came up with the name “Undeniable Beauty“ to remind me that I am beautiful on the inside when I am truthful to myself and not be other people out there. Coming up with the name gave me a boost of confidence. It was just exhilarating and the joy just bubbled up into my throat when I started to post articles. Posting articles that were to me, important periods of my life. My every being was poured into them…I loved it!!
Later, not sure why, I went into Wordpress Blogging by importing all my previous blogs into the new one at [The Undeniable Beauty] and then started blogging la. Then for a few months, I was content until the green monster in me came out and wanted to have my own stuffs too and so I decided to branch out and that’s how [The Undeniable Beauty - Revamped] came to be. And the rest, like they say, was history.
Blog Add Ons
Ok, ok, I know all of you are practically bored out of your mind but please refrain from sleeping for a wee while longer, please? So I have added lots of functions into my blog, Hopefully my blog won’t die again or I’ll pull the my hair out of my scalp D:!!! I seriously mean it!!!
Ok, now, what do I have here in my blog of goodies~
- MyBlogLog
- Technorati
- ShoutBox
- Post Rankings
- Countdown Widget
- and etc
Eh, sorry la, I can’t remember all the other widgets but then again, it’s like 2.38am wokay? Mmm what else? Eh…exhausting my brain about what to type here before I go off to sleep XD furthermore, I have loads of MSN PMs at the moment so I’m having my brain on and off between conversations and typing here. Potong steam you know!!! Aiseh…
Blog Navigation
Home : This is the where you go back to the MAIN part of the blog.
About : This is where to read more about ME.
Archives : This is where you can find my whole blog collection of articles.
Disclaimer : This is where you read the “Terms and Conditions” of my blog.
Well, that’s all I can think off to explain my blog for now. And it’s late, gotta study some more then head off to bed, I’m serious. Tomorrow…errr…I mean, today, is my Social Psychology paper and it’s at 2.30pm so I can study late and sleep later around 6am and wake up around 12pm to get ready for the exams.
So now I’m off, good night morning everyone~
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Re-emergence to the Blogosphere
Posted on April 26, 2007
As you can see, this blog is starting at 0 posts again. It’s not a very enlightening thing for in fact, it’s just VERY frustrating indeed…I have gone through many kinds of emotions throughout the period of time when my blog died and gone off to heaven…and it’s very painful and eye-opening indeed…I would have never thought that I’d be able to experience THESE many emotions all at once in my whole life…what are these so-called “multiple recurring” emotions, you ask?
Well, I have no idea how many there are but there are a lot of them:
- Anger
- Anxiety
- Boredom
- Disbelief
- Disgust
- Exasperation
- Frustration
- Paranoia
- Pessimism
- Regret
- Shock
- Stress
- Suicidal
- Worry
Yes, I did mention that there were a lot of them that I have been feeling…You DO know what this means, right? No? Well, let me just summarize for you.
I’ve lost a blog, it just happened to have died and I was helpless to do anything to recover it. Nothing was working, I shouldn’t have been worrying over it so much because I was having my exams, but somehow they don’t matter because my blog isn’t there anymore. Life just seems useless without my blog there…
Now you see it? Still don’t? Ohmuhgah…you’re daft, truly you are!! Fine, I shall just have to say it out then’this scenario just goes to show that I am “Blog Addicted“. There’s just no other explanation for it…and now, I’m done for…if this blog dies again…my spirit would too…sounds dumb, right? Yea, I thought so too…oh gawd…this is so screwed up T-T why the hell did I involve myself in this blogging thing D: it’s seriously my weakness…
Bah!! I was suppose to welcome all of you back to this blog and be a happy-go-lucky person again but then again, that wouldn’t be me…I got this blog to express myself more and to be a person I really want to be in the real world. Confidant. Confidant enough to want to express and to be the aggressive person that I am on the inside. Oh well, if you think I suck and should follow social norms, then you have definitely came to the WRONG blog. So turn around now and just leave. And if you don’t feel like leaving, then by all means, flame me and I’ll flame you back. Easy as that.
You are in MY blog now. Behave or beware.
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