The Giver of Life, My Mother.
Posted on May 12, 2007
This Sunday is Mother’s Day. To a lot of you out there, it may just be another day to you. But to many of out out there, our mother is the heart of everything. The core of all things round. The great being in our life. The great person who carried us for 9 months and endured great pain to see us surface into this world.
Without our beloved mother, we wouldn’t have seen the light of day. We would not have experienced the comfort of her arms when we feel sadder beyond sad, we would be able to confide our secret feelings without her soft coercion, without her support.
Mothers are one of a kind. Be it your real mother, adopted mother, self-appointed mother, Godmother, Grandmother or any mother figures. As long as they care for you like a mother would. Cared for you with unconditional positive regard. Doesn’t ask anything from you but your love and happiness. Rarely you will find a love so deep other than your mother’s love. When showered upon, warmth is the only word to describe it.
I love you, mommeh, you brought me into this world like there was no tomorrow, knowing that I was suppose to have came on the 1st of April, you resisted and gave birth to me on the 3rd instead knowing that in time, I’d appreciate the effort. I remember the time where we laughed and cried, argued and made up, stood up and fall. Those were the days and will continue on as such. I love you, mommeh.
To all the mothers out there, I was going through my year books when I saw this meaningful poem. I’d like to dedicate it to all of you mothers out there, thanking you for being a Mother.
Mother
by kaidobeYou have given me a gift like no other,
One which lasts forever,
One that I shall always treasure,
A gift which touches the heart,
The one that gave me strength right from the start.You portray yourself like a rose,
Always with the perfect pose,
So pretty and magical,
Yet so strong and subtle,
Always understanding and loving,
Never once too tired to care.You hold me so close each time I lose my willpower,
You looked at me to believe in myself,
You built my confidence and I stood tall,
you held my hand and led the way,
I fell many times but you lifted me up.There were times when I doubted myself,
But you said that no one could stop me,
Only if I have faith,
Only if I have you,
Then so it shall be,
Nothing would stand in my way.You are the reason I carry on each day,
You are the hope I hold on to,
You are the strength of my soul,
You are the love in my life,
You are my hero,
Indeed, you are my everything.I just want to thank you for all that you have done,
Not as a mother nor as a friend,
But as a gift from the Heavens above,
As an angel who guides me through,
You taught me all I had to know and so much more,
how can I ever begin to show you how glad I am,
To have known you, understand you and most of all,
Love you.I may not show it as often as I should,
You may doubt my very words,
Althought this may seem a mere poetry,
But this I promise you,
There is nothing I would not do,
For someone so special,
For a mother like you.No other soul shall understand,
The bond between a mother and child,
Just what I feel for you,
how much you mean to me,
What would I be without you,
Where would I stand today?No man emphatize,
That I live for you,
Thank you mother,
You opened my eyes when I was blind,
You heard my words when I failed to speak,
You were my feet when I could not walk no more,
You touched my heart when I lost my sense.The Lord may take all my wishes away,
Take all the luxuries and comfort,
All my hopes and dreams,
I may be His lifetime slave,
He may take this life of mine,
But I shall not let Him take you.Each word I have engraved,
Shall stay in my heart for eternity,
I will not forget our affection,
your touch of devotion,
I will remember your dedication,
Your ever supportive manner.I wish you all the wishes you may have,
To reward a perfect mother like you,
Attentive yet encouraging,
Funny and loving,
Sensitive and thoughtful,
Strong and inspiring,
All a mother should be,
And so much more…
And with this poem, I shall end this post with just a phrase.
I love you, mommey, Happy Mother’s Day.
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Woo Hoo!! Another Custom Wallpaper!!
Posted on May 11, 2007
Lookie!! This nice dude made me ANOTHER wallpaper for my Desktop!!! And this time, it’s a GIRL!!!
Click on it to enlarge.
So JEALOUS or WHAT?! This time, he made a stalker girl fer me. Such a NICE guy!!! And thanks again yea, Syfe!! Actually…I want MORE xD Come on, boy, you know I’m greedy 
just keep me supplied and I’m happy 
This are for those lazy fellas who don’t wanna click on the thumbnail. It says “To Jess” RAWR!!
Can’t believe you got featured again, leh? Aiseh, it’s nice therefore, it needs to be recognized!! Dude, you should make a website or blog to just publish your work, man, it’s truly awesome and I bet if you had it, you’d be able to attract lots of requests xD Don’t you all think so, readers? I think so. So why don’t you think about it, hmm?
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A Meme of an Email
Posted on May 11, 2007
Yesterday, while innocently looking through my emails, I found an UNFAMILIAR name and decided to instead of deleting, I should READ it. And READ I did. Basically what the email said was that we’re suppose to write about our mumsies and then direct it back to her…oh what the hell, I’ll just show you the email >w<!!!
The email was blurred to keep his or her privacy, private.
Now that you have seen that, I shall thereby DO IT!! Seeing as it is going to be Mother’s Day on this coming Sunday, I had better not dilly dally around here and start thinking of a long post that would make my mummy proud >3
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Holiday Goals
Posted on May 10, 2007
Well, it’s the holidays for the past 5 days now and I’m being a sloth -.-” I mean, COME ON!! It’s the HOLIDAYS!! Get up and get out there, babes!! And I say, NO WHAY!! Are you MAD?! It’s SCORCHING HOT out there!! -Points at melting plants- SEE?!
So what now? Anything outdoorsy is out of question. So what do you have left? Let’s see…
- Online 24/7?
- Play computer games 24/7?
- Sleep 24/7?
- Eat 24/7?
- Watch TV 24/7?
NO!!! I OBJECT!!! I shall not be THAT pitiful!! I REFUSE!! So NOW what?! I GOT it!! I’ll just make myself holiday goals and I would have to accomplish it by 28th of May!! Awesome!!! So what are they? Herm…
- Have a minimum 50 blog posts by then.
- Finish 10 assorted signature tutorials.
- Clean up my room.
- Lose KGs!
- Finish up some projects by Chrix.
- Controlling angry feelings and tempers.
- Start to say “No” more often to people.
Hmm…that’s all I thought of so far…I’ll be adding to the list as I think of more stuff to add in. Ergh…I feel sick to the stomach and it’s not normal sickness, it’s when you know you’re angry but you can’t seem to express it and it just kinda make your stomach boils and make you feel like either throwing up or just wanna scratch that itch that mysteriously appears everywhere on your body >x<!!!!
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Custom Wallpaper Made for Me
Posted on May 10, 2007
A few days ago, I asked this guy friend that I met online to make me a wallpaper for my desktop and he delivered to his promise of “Cannot do today, tomorrow la.” and it’s so KAWAII!!! Seriously it is!! I’ve made him my official graphics designer <3!!!
That’s how my desktop looks when I had the wallpaper inside. Looks cute isn’t it? Of course it is. Jealous? Of course you are!
And if you’re a lazy person to click on the thumbnail to see my uberly awesome wallpaper, I shall then show it to you!! Though, it’s still small but yo get the picture
This wallpaper was made and customized by Syfe Sniffe. Thank you very much!!
Now…all I have to do is make him make me a logo for my blog xD la dee da dee do~ Well, this post is mainly directed at thanking this young man for doing this wallpaper for me. I LOVE it!! I just need him to make a FEMALE one for me xD Yes people, I’m a VERY GREEDY person!!! I WANT what I WANT!!!
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My Journey to Slim and Fit
Posted on May 10, 2007
Yesterday evening, my mom took me “slimming program” shopping. We went to THREE different slimming salons. And each of them definitely has it’s up and downs.
The first one we went to, was a short visit. About like…20 minutes I guess? Well, when we were there, the lady talked to us and weighted me down. And guess what?! I’m OVERWEIGHT!!! Zomg? So she talked to us about how I can’t just go for the “slim and tone” package cause I’m overweight and that I’d have to go for the machine treatment D:
After the talk about packages and meal diets, we went into pricing and I can say that the pricing in the first one is cheaper than the other two. However, we didn’t decide anything as of yet cause there’s money involved and my dad is the one paying if I decided to go for this kind of slimming.
The next place we went was RIGHT next to the first one. I liked this one best cause they at least spend about an hour plus on their consultations. And at least this one, they took down my information, asked me stuffs and even made me STRIP!!! So I stripped and they got to see where are my trouble areas and such and even made a diagram of where I would be toning down. But guess what, this is ALSO the most expensive of all the three programs. Yet, I see potential in going for that.
The third one however, I didn’t like. The place reeks of strong medicine and the consultant couldn’t even stay long enough to explain everything to us. There were two consultants and they had to switch between them to talk to me. And in between were waiting periods and like, WTF? I’m a potential customer here!! Take me seriously!!
By the end of the evening, our stomachs were growling and it’s about 9pm when we reached home -yawns- and thus ends our journey. Nothing planned, nothing paid.
But this Saturday onwards, I’ll be going back on my High Protein Diet. Nothing but meat and vegetables all the way until I’ve lost at least 5kgs I think? Oh well, I’m off now. Gotta do some stuff like cleaning my room and shitz. Blog more laters. Chiao!
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Game Turned Reality?
Posted on May 10, 2007
Recently, a couple of days ago, I was chatting to my friend on MSN, a gaming friend of mine who I met playing Ragnarok Online. And he was feeling down and depressed. So I kinda had to talk to him and make him feel better.
I’m not gonna tell you who he is, and if you are the one I’m talking about and reading this, then DO know that I care and you can come to me anytime. Just don’t keep it bottled up…however, I just needed to put this all here and reemphasize on the points.
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Him : Hey you. Long time no talk
Me : Hye
Him : I’m depressed. Muchly
Me : !!! How come o.o
Him : Have you noticed that no one in JO takes me seriously anymore?
Me : Mmm?
Him : I have 3 people posted on my App. No one listens when I offer help. People override what I say. And all of my ideas are trashed. I just feel like all my effort has been wasted.
Me : Honey, people do take you seriously.
Him : Where?
Me : It’s just that people have rights to their own opinions too.
Him : I mean, just show me, I want to believe that.
Me : So they question your words.
Him : But it’s not that they don’t like my ideas, it’s that they disregard them.
Me : And MOST of the server is after the GM spot.
Him : Trash them and most of all ignore them!
Me : And we haven’t seen you in a long time D:
Him : Long time!?
Me : In game that is.
Him : I’ve Been Spending All My Spare Time Trying To Fix My Damn Computer! I CANT play! And NO ONE CARES. No one offers help, no one tried to send me anything.
Me : I’m NOT doubting you or anything D: and I’m not dissing you. I’m just trying to make sense of your doubts into words. And also, like I said, many of the people don’t know you.
Him : But that’s just it. Exactly, no one knows me after a year of working.
Me : Most people are new here.
Him : Not everyone. K* doesn’t even know my name.
Me : 
K* is bombarded everyday of his GM career, it’s hard to remember everyone.
Him : Yeah, everyone has an excuse. You know what, never mind. I just need a break. I can’t be around people like this. People who I spent my time on. People who I put my trust and faith in. The same people who have now completely destroyed everything I worked so hard at Jynx for.
Me : Are you sure that is what’s making you angry or the fact that you’re not respected anymore?
Him : Both! I didn’t DO anything. I actually did a lot, that at least I thought was somewhat worthwhile. And tell me if I’m wrong. But I thought that someone actually thought I was ok. I think I must’ve been wrong though.
Me : Honey, you’re not wrong to think this and they’re not wrong to think theirs too. It’s like I said, everyone has their own way of thinking. Be it good or bad. And I’m not saying yours is bad. I’m saying that you’re going about it the wrong way. Instead of getting angry at people not taking you seriously or knowing you, try to be patient and re-friend again.
Him : But when have I gotten angry? I took anger management classes. I take medicine everyday. I haven’t gotten upset since the eAthena issue.
Me : You don’t need anger management or meds, you just gotta think both ways. And you are angry now. And I know that. I have been going an angry phase just last week especially what with R* and D* and all. But things will WORK OUT!! I KNOW it. Know why? Cause I KNOW you can!
Him : Just tell me. What can I do? Spend my next 6 months obsesseing with Jynx as I have for the last year? I just…Jess I don’t know what’s happened. I tried so hard. I really did. I took classes. I contributed. I…*sighs*
Me : You must remember, this is a game, you can’t let it take over your life. Just enjoy it and even if you’re not a GM, you can still enjoy it no matter what.
Him : Yea, you’re right. I can’t can I?
Me : Life is short, we have to take things one step at a time, and that takes time so we just have to enjoy it…
Him : That sounds great. So know what? I’m done trying. No more donating. No more trying to do something right. Look Jess, just listen for a moment. So you understand my side of this whole thing. I live in Japan where everyone is perfect. My mother hates me because I’m not like her. I don’t get straight A’s only B’s and C’s. My adopted sisters loathe me for being born not adopted and my father is about to divorce my stepmother. Along with her is my half brother. My life is seriously fucked up, excuse the language, and Jynx right now is my hook. It is where I can be calm, where I can have a voice and where I thought I was actually someone so I put everything I can into it. I just…it’s everything to me.
Me : Life is fucked up. NOTHING is perfect!! YOUR life isn’t and MINE isn’t as well. That’s WHY we escape reality into the virtual. Look at everyone in the world. They believe in virtual reality and 80% of them have problems in the real world. But it’s NOT YOUR FAULT!! You’re YOU and they’re THEM!
Him : And for the next two years I am theirs.
Me : I know you’re FRUSTRATED about ALL of this cause I am too. Believe me, I feel FRUSTRATED about every single thing in my life. But I don’t do anything about it cause I know that I am what I am and most of the stuffs I think is my fault, it’s actually not mine. It’s just that I have been placing it all on me cause I WANT to think it’s MY fault and shit. But it’s NOT and that’s how YOU are.
Him : But how can you just let it go? How can you even sleep, let alone eat knowing that you might be able to help. That’s how I feel. THAT is who I am. I live my life full of guilt. And for better or worse. That’s me.
Me : I help by being in the sidelines even if I can’t get any spotlight. Even doing something small is FINE with me. I don’t need people to say “you’ve done good” cause you shouldn’t live for OTHERS. You should live for YOURSELF.
Him : But I can’t. Maybe I can, but I need help. I do things for others because when I do, I make others happy.
Me : Whatever good deed you do, at least you know you did something. Other people knowing you did good would still blame you for the small bad you did.
Him : I bring joy, excitement, or even just relief to people. But exactly! I do good, and it seems to go unnoticed. I don’t need thank you, I don’t need any gratitude, but I do need to know what I’m doing is worth it, that I’m not hurting anyone, and that what I’m doing actually affects someone positively, and if what I’m doing is unwanted, then it’s probably time to go, at long last.
Me : I know you TRY to do things to please and make people happy. I know that and it’s a good thing and I appreciate you doing that. But I know mine just isn’t enough so I’m just trying to be here for you like I always have but please, don’t make this take over your whole being…
Him : I guess I just need to give up. I just, I read what you write and my more reasonable side tells me you’re right no matter how much I hate it.
Me : It’s saddening when YOU’RE blaming yourself and giving up. I tend to cry when people become like that especially people I know. I know you very well, and it’s heart wrenching. I just want you to know that life isn’t just about Jynx. I used to want to be like you now, a Jynx loyaler but I can’t be that anymore. Not when it eats up my whole life. I want to live for me. I want to go out and be a real person. not a virtual being. At least I’ll be able to help people who have problems in the real world, not in a game where people escape to be a person without problems.
Him : But Jess, I can’t go out. I’m not allowed to go places. The most freedom I have is here, it’s not just my escape, it’s my life.
Me : Maybe not now, but in a few years time, you can.
Him : As depressing as it is, Jynx is my home.
Me : Tell me, as a school counselor, aren’t you ALREADY helping?
Him : For the next few years it really is going to be. Yeah, helping the middle school girls sort out problems with boys and vice versa.
Me : Well, take it as experience, build up your resume, be someone who can help those with serious problems in the future. What happens in real life doesn’t happen in game, not really. In real life, people DO die, people DO beat each other up and stuff. Not like in game where people can be alive again no matter how many times they have died.
Him : Don’t you think I know that?
Me : I know you do, I just thought you needed to be reminded is all.
Him : How’s my cousin’s arrest? That good nuff? Look Jess, I really appreciate where you’re coming from and you’re completely right. I’m done with helping JO for now. Sorry, I’m a bit bitter (talking to T*, and he’s attempting to be funny cause im pissed) but I just, I seriously wish I could just not care.
Me : Honey, nobody told you to NOT care. You can care as much as you want but just not let it affect your WHOLE entire being.
Him : How? I feel like the little girls asking me how to ignore annoying guys, but how do I do that? Like, I just do not know how.
Me : I don’t know exactly, but I have been making myself blog a lot lately, just being me, and that’s a good sort of therapy and I just kinda fell out of JO. I used to care a whole damn lot before my blog.
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Him : I can’t take advice from people I don’t know. I’m sure that right now I could be talking to some whacko psychiatrist who would prescribe drugs, dope me up and ask random Freud questions. But I went to you because I know and love you.
Me : Lol well, I’m a whacko psychologist to be you know >_> I could still tell you to drown your sorrow in drugs >_>”
Him : Well, I’m just a bit whacko anyways so it’s all good. Hah, tried that, ended up in the ER. Not so good (I don’t recommend it).
Me : What I’m saying is that, you could talk about your experience. Like your life and what you been through and how you are going to tackle it and stuff. Not everyone is perfect and people don’t like to read about perfect people to make them LESS perfect. Well, they do, but not everyone. I don’t like to read supermagazines to tell me I’m fat and ugly. I like to think of myself as me, a unique personality with my unique ways of doing stuff and my unique looks. And I’m not saying I thought of this 1 night and suddenly I’m all cured. I took years…MANY years…since I was 9. And now look, it’s been 11 years now, and I’m still not perfect. But so what?! Everything has a purpose. “What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger“. Remember I’m here for you when you need me. And that I’ll always be.
Him : Kks, love you Jess, you’ve been a great help.
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Basically what I am saying is that life is like a game. But it isn’t a game where you can be resurrected from the dead and live again to conquer. But it’s a game of chance and luck and how you make of it. Once you put yourself in danger and risk your life, there’s no going back. You’ll be at a dead end with no where to go but carry on.
There are no such things like using time machines to go back in time, NO elixer of life, no healer can bring you to life when you’re already dead. Nobody laughs when people die in real life. Nobody goes around hacking other peoples lives and then when they return, laugh in their faces and say “PWNED!!“.
Life isn’t like that. Life shouldn’t be about the games you play, the thing we know is the “Stupid Box” which we named it the Computer, things that are designed to portray ourselves in simulations, things that are programmed to bring you enjoyment, things that can get you hooked and stuff. Things we call, computer games.
It’s just not worth it to throw your whole life from you just to be hooked on virtual reality and pretending that reality was just gone. It’s totally not…
Are you these kind of people? Hooked and drugged with Virtual Reality? Unable to turn back? Finding reality just so escapable?
Note :
* : Names are not mentioned to keep the privacy of those involved.
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Got “Kidnapped”…AGAIN!!
Posted on May 8, 2007
Aiseh, last Sunday, I got kidnapped AGAIN!!! It’s like Deja Vu all over again except this time, I didn’t enjoy it much -.-”
What happened was, I slept at around 5 something 6 yesterday morning and had to get up at 9am to reply to my kidnappers SMS that I would be getting kidnapped yesterday. Around 10 something, we were off on a kidnappee experience. This time going off to Sungei Wang and Times Square.
Red : My kidnappers making me wait at the bus stop.
Blue : There’s like a space to sit at the bus stop but he squats there?
So yea, they made me wait around like…15 minutes to 20 minutes at the bus stop and I saw the guy walking to wards the bus stop and suddenly, he just SQUATS there!!! Like…what?! After waiting, my kidnappers eventually arrives. And I MUST say, as kidnappers, you should always be punctual to a kidnapping scene -shakes head-
Kidnapper #1 : Laughing at being late =.=”
Kidnapper #2 : Advertising her candy (Mentos)
“Laugh buat apa?” late already still laughing =.=” I should have went later la!! So like that, we waited for the Number 12 Metro bus and ride off into the sunset and lived happily ever after!!! NOT!! In fact, on the bus, I told them
Me : “Coming out today is not a very good idea, know why?”
Kidnappers : “Why?”
Me : “Cause I can blog again, and you all chould be honored to know, you’ll be in it” -Grins-
Kidnappers : “OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!”
Me : “Bwahahahahahaha!!!”
So like that, we went off to the KL Monorial near KL Central and went all the way to Bukit Bintang station. From there, we went into Sungei (Not sure if it’s Sungei or Sungai) Wang. It was 11 something in the morning and we could see that most of the shops aren’t open yet. So we decided to hit Parkson Grand cause it would surely have opened up about 10am seeing as that’s their official opening hours. But before we even moved 10 steps, we saw an accessory shop and really, we wanted to buy some accessories for ourselves. And so, we went in.
We bought our accessories here as well as many other stuff we did >_>”
Omg? The uber pinkness of the shop and I swear, that place is a super convenience shop in it’s own right!! It was HUGE!! Well, it is on the inside, you can’t really see it here. But you can see that there are stairs leading up deeper into the shop on the right. Those items at the front are hairbands and can you believe it? Most of them are of tiaras, fluffs and ribbons =.=”
Do you not see the fluffyness and the girlyness of those “THINGS“?!
And inside, we did THIS!!
Whoa!! Do I look WEIRD or WHAT?! (Picture taken by Woan Ling)
Hahahaha Joanne!! (Picture taken by me)
Hahahahaha!! Funny or WHAT?! And then I tried on ANOTHER glasses la
Mess with me and you’ll DIE!! >:D (Picture taken by Woan Ling)
As you can see, the pictures taken by Woan Ling is BLUR cause her hands shaking-lah must be, aiseh, takut kah? After that we went off to browse the whole accessory store and what did we find?
Ribbons o_O and I HAVE to say, ugly bags!
I THINK it’s a purse…
OH.MY.GAWD.
Among those things you could also find shoes, soft toys, clocks, jeds, glasswares, toothbrushes and other necessities EXCEPT food, clothes, and shelter!!! The MOST essential things a human could need…
So we all started walking around la shopping. Which mostly is Woan Ling doing the shopping and we, the spectators -.-” I attempted to run away most of our time there but no luck D:!! And THEN, we saw THIS!!
Seriously…I got a SHOCK when Joanne pointed her out to me >_>”
And then it was over, Li Rou, my third kidnapper appeared so we went for lunch at “Hot Mamas” and I must say, the food looks ABSOLUTELY delish!!! And the pictures shall begin again.
Before the food came :
Kidnapper #1 and Kidnapper #2 with her new hat.
The UBER late kidnapper and also the “leader” cause she’s not color coordinated.
The “kidnappee”, forced to smile and laugh >_>”
You’re seeing my hand being tortured by them D:!!
After the food came :
Mmmm, that’s my yummy lunch <3!!!
Joanne’s nicely decorated lunch *_*
Our drinks. -Slurps-
I actually forgot to take a photo of Woan Ling’s lunch. Will upload it later when I get it from Joanne. And Li Rou wasn’t eating cause she had breakfast with her family thus why she was late o_O”
Before that, we saw a TINY HUGE group of people at the circle below and Joanne told us that Zhang Dong Liang was suppose to appear that day at Sungei Wang so yea, it’s kinda a small huge gathering.
Sorry la, we didn’t go see him wokai? When he was there, we were at Times Square liao.
Woan Ling asked if Zhang Dong Liang was a pondan. No offense la, she’s only asking cause we saw that majority was in PINK today there at the circle =.=”
Before we went to Times Square, we went to the SIXTH floor of Sungei Wang. And I thought the elevator seemed interesting…VERY interesting indeed…
I didn’t think the elevator was any different…
Omg? What’s that? A POLE?! Pole dancing ftw!!!
Too bad no pole dancing happened while we were in there D:!! Show us some action boys!!
Up on the sixth floor :
We saw like many of these throughout the whole of the sixth floor.
And FINALLY!!!
The guy is all tired out, considering that he’s been at it for a long time.
After that we went to Times Square and nothing really interesting happened there just shopping and drinking water and erm lots of walking!! The whole place look like a hotel to me >_> and the ONLY thing I like about it is the “Wall of Graffiti”.
Look at the way they did those walls, it seems so REAL!!
A close up on the “Wall”.
After going through the WHOLE of Times Square looking for a vest for Woan Ling, which she couldn’t find the a nicer one than the one in Sungei Wang, we had to go ALL the way back there again -.- thanks to her…
Throughout my whole shopping trip, all I got was these :
This are the stuffs I bought, sorry about it being so dark and blur la…it’s 3.30am okay?
This is my new sling bag. Yes, I got myself ANOTHER bag!! I’ll snow you the pics of my bags next time
Three pairs of ankle socks.
A hair brush, a compact comb and a mirror.
After this whole post, I’m presenting you readers with this :
Yesh, I love making wanted posters bwahahahahaha!!
Urgh, this whole post took me a DAY to finish writing and uploading the pictures -.-” Anyways, I’m off to bed nows lol. Night all~
Other “kidnapped” experiences :
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Time Flies When You’re Not Looking…
Posted on May 6, 2007
Oh my…has it been 4 days now that I haven’t written anything her in this new blog of mine? The blog that I was so obsessed about? Doesn’t it feel like I have lost enthusiasm in it? It probably does…but do I feel that way? Probably not…
Now let’s see, it has been SUCH a hectic 13 days all in all, what with having exams and having to confront with some personal problems I had. Exams are exams be. They’re either hard or they’re easy and these exams, I would place them in “Eh?” At first you’d think it would be hard and then when you enter to do it, you read the questions and go “I remember reading this!!” and not long after, you’d go “OMG, how am I suppose to word this properly?” so truly, it’s very confusing -sighs-
And then it was all over…and now I have OTHER matters to think of…The first would be my ex boyfriend. Lately he’s been moody and down although I wished he would just cheer up and stuff…I really don’t like seeing him sad and the MAIN reason for him being down is that he had some kind of disease…well, we were talking about this cousins when all of a sudden we’re talking about kids and how he won’t be able to have any now. I asked him “Why’s that?” and he told me that few years back, he did oral with a girl and now he’s re-seeing some symptoms that disappeared before and he just went on and on about how I’d wouldn’t want him now and he wouldn’t be surprised and how he said it was “Okay.”
With that, my instinct was to hug him…but how can I hug him? I couldn’t. Not when the him I’m talking to is in Texas and we’re both using only MSN to communicate…GAWD!! I’m so in and out of love with him D: (meaning my feelings turns on and off day by day…) and I can’t bear it when he’s like this…but he’s braving himself to me, I know that and that’s why I love him so much >_<!!!
Another thing is, a guy I used to know and had went out with for ONE time recently SMS me again and the thing is, he wants to meet me again saying that he misses me. What he doesn’t know however, is that I’m WAY fatter now xD!!!! And to tell you the truth, I kinda missed him too. Maybe cause I’ve been alone physically so long that I need someone close to actually be near me and whom I can lock eyes with…however, this is making me feel so very guilty since it will be like I’m using both of them for my own purpose and they wouldn’t know each other seeing as my ex is in Texas, USA and the guy I missed is here in Malaysia…
So now I’m like, not sure what to do. Accept my ex back into my life or start over…Tis a hard decision it is…
Oh yea, before I forget, tomorrow I’m getting kidnapped going to Times Square to celebrate our beginning of holidays!!! Yea, 4 months have come and gone and now it’s the semester break again before we pass through the threshold of our 2nd year in University >_<!!!
So be prepared to read more of my rantings, ramblings and whatever here more now that I’m back ^_-!!!!
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Introduction to Social Psychology Exam
Posted on May 1, 2007
Friday (27th April 2004), was the day I had my Social Psychology exam and it was an okay exam all in all cause I was able to answer the questions, not professionally but still acceptable, I hope Nothing particularly interesting happened on this day except that…I got to see the DEAD FROG again!!!! RAWR!!!
Oh wait!! Something DID happen!! Apparently, when we were being seated, some few EXTRA students turned up and like, there wasn’t ENOUGH seats for EVERYONE!! But in the end, they accommodated the EXTRAS and then the examination continued and ended without another incident…what a BORING exam, HUH?! I so TOTALLY agree
It was an OHMUHGAH moment fer me cause I REALLY REALLY wanted to see it again!! And it was like FATE that no one has swept it away yet!!! So when I was walking home thinking that I would never ever see it again, I SAW it!!! I didn’t take a picture of it though cause my phone was out of battery what bad luck huh?
Anyways, that day, the frog look a little more toasted seeing as it hadn’t been raining here and it got cooked on the road like an uncooked egg would. It was all black now and barely recognizable if only by it’s color -sighs- Poor froggy…I bet if I were to show my dad the picture of the dead frog, he’d scold me D: why? Well, my dad has a phobia of all things froggy due to the fact that his brothers played a trick on him using a frog and he got sick
Anyway, after the exams, I started blogging again before I went to bed. I remember feeling UBER happy cause I got my blog back and all lol. And this is a fresh start cause I’m just recollecting my links back again and although it’s a long process, have the time and patience lol.
And now I’m off!! I got stuffs to do today and such, talk about it when I come back~!!!
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